10 things i would like to do in 2012

new year new post

some people bothering to discuss about this year which likely come to an end.

Some people hardly ignoring it and starting their routines of new year resolution, well yeah it doesnt work for me

this year i hope i can finish my thesis on first round which is around march and will graduated around september (although i dont need graduation ceremony and stuff since no one will come and celebrated it anyway )

Whether the human race will come to an end this year, eventually all human race and every individual will come to an end. it just how we face it and knowing that this is a normal line of our life.

every hello knotted with a good bye.

my college life have to and i wish will end this year. sooner better

well, planning to get scholarship abroad and stuff but since everything is not sure yet i have to fill the retirement mode with something that i see as a “fun yet useful” stuff. hohoho

of course i have to do some research about the program, where, when, why and how to get the scholarship and the program. i havent decided about any approximate details yet though.. kkk

so around a year, more likely this year until earlier of next year i will have a not-so-holiday-days..

mostly my family would like to order me around, to do stuff of their duty, or do something so they dont see me enjoying times of my life. hahaha. life #okey

after all the thesis stuff ended i would like to :

1. make a passport
holy shit! LOL i just got my birth certificate, which is needed for making a passport, which is… lost.. hahaha. i feel like a new born babies ROFL. kidding.
2. travelling.
i dont care where or when. anytime and anywhere would be nice. i even havent go to my country’s capital city, Jakarta. how sad, okey.. :’(
maybe a week in china, or a week in bali plus lombok and the island around it, or a 3-or-5-days in karimun jawa again, or a week in Penang-KL-SG, or a 3-days-backpacker to HK, or 2 weeks in Korea. LOL. so greedy
3. learn about design and sewing.
i remember i posted that i would like to learn make up, design, sewing, and cooking through courses. but then i re-think that i have a modern like budget (read:minimalism). so i had to choose carefully of which courses i should take.
make up, umm, i still would love to learn it professionally if i have extra money or if someone pay it for me LOL but i guess for now i can learn it through books and videos from internet. i’m currently in middle of loving make up and hair do :3
cooking. speaking of cooking (or bakery which i prefer), the courses in here doesnt support the student to really be a professional chef. we only learn through watching, its more like a demo. so why should i got another one? i dont get any certificates yet i dont get any real-field-experiences. i will buy a really nice fancy pan, oven, and pot. is not that my food taste really bad, it just wont poisoned you and i’m willing to learn it so it’ll eventually tastes better. hahaha. but i guess after all experiences and learning through doing will make something turn better, including cooking and baking.
4. buy stuff.
fancy pan, revolutionary-home shopping-pot, healthy-supportive-pillow, new (i)phone
make up and hair stuff (roller, curling iron, straighten iron, nail polishes, eyeliner, BB cream and stuff) too much but have it already, too greedy no money so sad :’(
oh also sewing machine! ah :3 me gusta~
5. gardening
sunflower. sunflower. sunflower.
why?
sunflower always look at sun. always. every single day. every single minute. not tired. for her lovely ones. no regrets. no doubt. waiting and stand prettily for him.
6. study languages
korea and chinese. with certificates. but korea first LOL i no heart chinese.
7. pampered physical
i’ve been dreaming a lot about stretching my back, my leg and jump fearlessly a lot since back then.
ballet, or just dancing because i am old. and old man has stiffed body. LOL so sad
martial arts. probably wushu or taichi or karate or judo. any martial arts would be nice. but i wont go to that place again. they dont want me. so sad. real sad.

8. get some temporary jobs
a-non-contract-job. just so my family wont bothering me spending money and having fun. hahaha. so i can quit of i get my scholarship. or open my own business, a nail art booth :3
9. invest
i’m not really sure and i dont really care what kind of investment. gold or business. have to save some money to get some more for sure. hahaha
10. clarify things.
be brave enough to talk with older ones. be clear and cool headed enough to clarify things. be patience enough to not get emotionally involved. be grown up enough to forgiving. be lovely enough to embrace myself for mistake i didnt made. and all above those, have time to speak it and people i love to support me. to get rid of this burden.